Jason Tartick continues to be processing his split from ex-fiancée Kaitlyn Bristowe.

“Kaitlyn meant so much to me and still currently does, and I am getting so frightened,” Tartick, 35, mentioned whilst talking to former Bachelor Nation host Chris Harrison on “The Most Dramatic Podcast Ever” on Friday, December 8. “I wish to preface this … I simply get so nervous concerning the repercussions of what I say and I care, nonetheless, such a lot for her and it’s actually, truly arduous for me to have those conversations. So, I’ll do my perfect.”

Tartick broke down in tears as he confessed to Harrison, 52, that he felt like the end of his courting with Bristowe, 38, used to be “on the horizon” prior to they announced their split in August.

“You haven’t even requested a good query,” Tartick joked to Harrison after he won his composure. “It was once a difficult time as a way to go back to it, it’s tricky. I’m also bad at that, I’ve labored on it. I all the time were any person who hates appearing my feelings, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.”

Tartick recalled having a difficult time being susceptible while he was competing for Becca Kufrin’s middle on season 14 of The Bachelorette, which was once simply incorrect for forcing tears on digital camera. He said he was once actually trying to “conceal each and every tear” till filming ended so he may “pass nuts and cry” in non-public.

Since he and Bristowe called it quits, Tartick admitted to feeling “very delicate in this day and age.” He struggled to discuss his former fiancée, whom he liked “so much,” tearing up for a 2d time at the podcast.

“The method I'd say it, there was once a large number of deteriorating complacency. … F–ok,” he stated as he started to cry. “So that’s my solution.”

The breakup wasn’t a “shock” to either of them, however Tartick still didn’t want to consider that his four-year dating with Bristowe was coming to an finish. He admitted that he’s cried extra in the past six months than he has in his complete existence, but he felt just right about letting out his pent-up emotions.

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“You don’t wish to belittle any individual who’s misplaced an important other. You don’t wish to compare but a big breakup, a divorce, it’s a loss,” Harrison mentioned to Tartick. “You are mourning the loss of one thing and it’s other than losing an important different or [my spouse], Lauren [Zima], shedding her dad, however at the identical time, you're still shedding one thing and you’re dropping someone and what’s also tough about that is that anyone nonetheless exists. They didn’t cross away. They did not die, you’re going to look them.”

Tartick and Bristowe did, if truth be told, see each different final month at Harrison’s marriage ceremony to Zima, marking their first reunion since Tartick moved out of their shared house. Tartick described the experience as seeing Bristowe as “friendly” and “respectful” on a November episode of his “Trading Secrets” podcast.

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